I hate the fact that I’m nice. I hate the fact that if someone asks me to do something I’ll do it and I won’t even consider saying no (plus if I do say no to someone they get all pissed off at me because they believe I should do it for them). It used to not bother me that I was always the background worker. A person who just did things behind the scenes to make something a spectacular event, a wonderful show, or a great turn out. I used to not care if someone didn’t say thank you to me, or even cared that I was there. But now, I’ve come to realize, that I do care. I’m losing motivation to do things because nobody ever says thank you. Nobody even cares if I’m there, but if I say I’m not going to be there or I’m not coming they get all pissed off at me because in reality it benefits them if I go because it looks like they have a better turn out than they really do. I hate the fact that nobody ever sees how much I do… I’ve always been that person behind the scenes working my ass off and nobody even notices. Perhaps I’ll stop trying.
To everyone so outraged about Trayvon Martin, please meet Abdul al-Awlaki. Notice his birth certificate, he’s an American, born in Colorado.
Abdul was a 16 year old American citizen that was murdered on orders of our very own President. His crime? That his father was a suspected Al Qaida member.
Unlike the Trayvon Martin situation there is no grey area here. This teenager was specifically targeted and killed because of his religious and ethnic background and who his family was.
He committed no crime, he was guilty of nothing yet he was murdered by a drone strike.
WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU PEOPLE WHEN THIS TEENAGER WAS MURDERED?
WHERE WERE YOU PEOPLE WHEN THE SAME PRESIDENT WHO SCORED POLITICAL POINTS COMMENTING ON ONE TEENAGERS DEATH ORDERED THE DEATH OF ANOTHER AMERICAN TEEN?
You look foolish. You look uniformed, you look ignorant because you are. In one situation we have what appears to be an extremely unfortunate, tragic mistake and we have Congressmen on the house floor wearing hoodies and thousands protesting and screaming for justice.
On the other hand you have a child who was intentionally targeted and assassinated on the orders of the President yet you turn a blind eye. This country makes my stomach turn.
THANK YOU. What’s really disgusting is most of the MSM stories only cover his father’s assassination, Completely ignoring his murder a few days later, which also happened to kill several of his friends, while they ate lunch (not that anyone cares, I guess).
Look at him. He was just a goofy adolescent boy. And that’s why it is virtually impossible to find a damn picture of him in the main stream media. Obama didn’t kill a terrorist; he killed a CHILD.
spreading awareness of this murder.
Lately I feel like I’m smiling on the outside more and more and hurting more and more on the inside. I feel like I smile so people don’t ask me what’s wrong, when inside I feel like I’m dying and I don’t know what to do. I wish I was better. I wish I was normal. I wish I could get through a day without crying.
